My last post was about a year ago. One year, that's all it took to throw my life into a frenzy.

Quitted tchouk, joined softball.
Found an internship finally
Majoring in marketing
Endless projects and heartbreaks

Just one year ago I was wondering if I would ever find a constant.
I'm still searching.

I gave up someone who was willing to be my constant for someone who was indifferent to me.
I'm probably dumb but for the first time, I really want to do something I want instead of something I should.

Not just a year, but one semester would suffice to call it madness. This semester is probably one I've lived.

How can I go with a guy who doesn't seem like he's interested in making me happy.
How can I go with a guy who can't even wish me goodnight,
How can I go with a guy who's unappreciative of my efforts.
How can I go with a guy who doesn't want to come with me?

宝贝，我只能用我们所剩下的时间来好好爱你，也好好爱自己。
我放弃了
当初我所做的决定出自于我看不到的未来
但是那个决定让三个人受伤
虽然他让我很开心，可是他不能让我难过
而你，又能让我高兴也能让我难过
可是你每一次的选择都是自私的
对你没益的，你不肯做
毫不在乎我的感受
不是我不喜欢你- 是我痛了
到最后，我还是看不到未来

终于明白为什么两个人就算喜欢对方也不能在一起其中的理由

everytime you refuse, I die a little inside.
I don't know how long I can last babe.

though sadly, you dont really care anyway.