moments


I really like watching people especially those 'moments' they don't realise.

I was watching this father staring at his son eating his breakfast this morning. 

I was watching a grandfather attempting to take a selfie with his grandson. 

I was watching a father laughing at his little toddler running up a super long flight of stairs.

Wrapped in my blanket as Im typing this with the air-con on full blast, taking a break from studying statistics. I guess this is one moment that I really like too(:


Havent been very happy lately. All the excitement/fun/motivation to interact with people has died down again. I can sense it. Need a break from all the people.

I dont know if I read too much into people's words/actions. Maybe this is why I find it so tiring to interact with people because every detail that probably means nothing to them- I take it to heart. Trying to desensitize myself, if that is even the right word.

Years ago when I decided that I shall just take a step back, I should have seen this coming. All this nonsense. It's kinda funny that some things I took time to realise is actually being taught in class, written black and white in the textbook.

I think I've retreated so much it's not even normal anymore. In urgent need of a push.

Just realised that this whole post doesnt even flow but whatever.