my mind is trying to stop what my heart wants to feel?

I feel something stirring within but I'm conscious of the fact that my brain is trying to prevent it from developing further.

This is a conditioned self-triggering defence mechanism that the heart has put in place when it was still aligned with the mind.

Truth is, I'm just afraid.

This is getting nowhere.

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Maybe my mind isnt stopping it.

It just doesnt recognise what my heart is trying to say.